You can have, do, and be anything that you desire. You are a creator and you are here for image training... Your thoughts are things, when they are coupled with emotion they become images in action(imagination). When they are sustained with the emotion long enough they harden into fact...
"Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear." KJV Hebrews 11:3; What this means is that before a thing can become a thing it must be thought of first...
An architect must first think of the structure he wishes to erect (no pun intended even though I do have a dirty little mind... lol)... What follows are blue prints, gathering of raw materials, planning, and construction... After completion you have a building which started as only a thought... Think about it... :0)
Together we're going to practice the Art of Deliberate Creation. We're going to have fun! Stop taking everything so seriously... Life is SUPPOSED to be fun!